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Name: Krissy
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Metro: somerset
Gender: Female

Interests: Hip bones, water, DDR, Diet Dr. Pepper, horror movies, acting, singing, camping, theme parks, friends, photography, cooking, light blue nailpolish, incense

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Member Since: 2/21/2006

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Friday, October 30, 2009

CW:123 goal weight accomplished

"we all want things that we know are bad for us
everyone has dangerous fascinations and unhealty fixations
some of them are a little harder to explain than others
but most of us know how to keep our impulses in check
we use will power to fight off our darker instincts
unfortunatly for others will power just isn't enough
the siren call of ones own obsessions simply too strong to resist
the thing we used to want becomes the thing we now need
our obsession becomes our complusion
until eventually we realise pursuing the one thing we want most in life has left us without much of a life at all
but in the end our compulsions are still there
even after they have pushed us to the brink of death
or guided us into places of unimaginable horror"

-Medium

9:45 PM - 10 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

Friday, October 16, 2009

The greatest revenge is to accomplish what others say you cannot do

"The thing always happens that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen."
-Frank Loyd Wright

IN:
60

OUT:
n/a
sick

9:36 PM - 3 views - add eprops - add comments - email it

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Weigh in today: goal achieved

CW: 127

IN:
585

OUT:
60 min. walk && 15 min. work out

"my silent undoing
my silent undoing
my silent undoing
my silent undoing
my wasp in a jar
protruding hips
and skull, and spine
ribcage cuts a clear outline
oh, oh
all roped up and pinching in
distorted and disfiguring
oh, oh
my silent undoing
my silent undoing
my wasp in a jar
no photographs around the back
emaciated, iron flat
oh, oh
dehydrated cutting bones
today i'm over 7 stone
oh, oh
my wasp in a jar
my wasp in a jar
my wasp in a jar
twinkle little star
my wasp in a jar." -
My Silent Undoing - Queen Adreena

11:03 PM - 3 views - add eprops - add comments - email it

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

back from a 3 day binge

depending on the exact quantity you describe as an over indulgence in calories and food matter.

IN:
830

OUT:
90 min walk & 15 work out

I'm realizing how much optimism is actually needed to do this. I saw the weight of my goal today, and it sunk in how much I really need to dedicate my entire self to this.

Success doesn't just come. You have to meet it half way.

8:43 PM - 4 views - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Nothings impossible, simply impassable

I have my senior pictures today. I am excitied, for I'm my thinnest, best yet! But, I also failed so many times to get where I am, and I'm not yet where I want to be.

IN
in the past 67 hrs
220 cals.

OUT
15 min && workout except yesterday

What doesn't kill us, can only make us stronger.

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